Friday 9 January 2015

An Excellent View on Humanity & The Archons (with an escape clause!)

 An Excellent View on 

Humanity & The Archons 

Info compiled by Ayla Canada
with links to original articles and websites


Contents:
Star Trek's Janeway Archonic Experience
Alex Grey's LSD Overview of the Human/Parasite Dynamics 
John Lash's Research on the Old Gnostic Instructions to Transcendance of this Entire Paradigm. 
(Trance-End-Dance = Ending the Dance in a Trance!!!)



 Star Trek's Janeway Archonic Experience

 Janeway vs Archon - Star Trek Voyager
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v79lVNKthCw

Published on Aug 5, 2014
This clip demonstrates the mechanism that Archons use to gain control of the human soul at or before death, through manipulation into an agreement. They have no real power beyond manipulating people into an agreement with them, and their purpose is to trap souls, to then feed off of them in the reincarnation cycle. ~Nathan






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 Alex Grey's LSD Overview of the Human/Parasite Dynamics

 Demons and Deities Drinking from the Milky Pool

copyright 2006, 2011 Jonathan Zap
Edited by Austin Iredale
An addendum was added in 2011.
(The following derives from a discussion I had with Alex Grey in 2005 and an interview I did with George Noory and Alex in 2006.)
(The cover design comes from a pen and ink drawing I made when I was seventeen entitled, “Parasites.”)
My best introduction to the mind parasite topic is: Mind Parasites, Energy Parasites and Vampires there are numerous other related documents in the mind parasite category of this site. If you prefer audio mode, The Mind Parasite Matrix is a several hour audio presentation that includes most of the material in the documents and adds some interviews with mind parasite experiencers.
Alex (left) and Jonathan at Cosm in NYC
Alex’s Vision
Alex was in a loft in Boston where a colleague of Timothy Leary had given a group of 15-20 people, most of them quite inexperienced, LSD.  Alex took a double dose. The social environment of Alex’s trip was extremely chaotic—-some people were laughing uncontrollably, some were vomiting, some were groping other people, and there was no one who was managing the chaos. Alex began to have an out-of-body experience, and found himself hovering above the weirdness of what was going on in the loft. On some different plane he saw deities drinking from a pool of “electric milk” a “vast lake of timpani,” of “vibrating energy.” Alex described the vision as follows:
“I had a vision of the group soul of humanity as a perfectly circular pool of intense living light. All around the rim of the milky pool were a complex variety of sexual rites, a metaphor for all social interaction. Translucent Hindu deities swooped over the group taking the excessive energy of the shimmering pool and passing through the group as ecstasy and pain. I saw that the reason we were all brought together was to provide a psychic energy feast for the Gods and Goddesses. I saw my heart as the axis of karmic, earthly, and universal energies, transected by and uniting the polarities of male/female, birth/death, good/evil, and love/hate. To maintain a balance of forces we all fed both Deities and Demons.”
This visionary experience eventually became the masterpiece: Demons and Deities Drinking from the Milky Pool.
( This painting is published in Sacred Mirrors, which is filled with extraordinary images and you can order it through alexgrey.com, Amazon, etc.)
A Vision of the Top of the Food Chain
The demons and deities were feeding from a pool of “vibratory energetic milk” created from human activities of all kinds, though Alex used sexual coupling to represent human activities in general. I suggested that the couplings were visual shorthand of human energetic transactions of all kinds and Alex responded enthusiastically to that description. Apparently, the deities were drinking from a vibratory pool of the energetic metabolism of the species so that through the pool they were drawing energy from the entire species.
A reductive way of describing Alex’s vision is to say that it represents the very top of the food chain. The painting, however, is much more than that; it is a revelation of the human form transcending the food chain.  Transcendence does not mean removing or floating above something.  What you transcend is still present, and the transcendent state includes that which is transcended while new vistas of awareness are added. Alex’s paintings are “forbidden seeing” —-revelations of what is hidden but that the species desperately needs to see. Conventionally we see ourselves as the top of the food chain, but Demons and Deities… reveals this as a delusion convenient to those who harvest our energy.  Another realization about this painting is that it is a classic illustration of the alchemical principle of “as above, so below.”   We see the same range, if more polarized, of darkness and light amongst the deities at the cardinal points of the mandala as we do in the human couplings that form the perimeter. And there was also a similar dark/light range in the chaotic loft where some people were acting out dark compulsions while Alex was receiving this transcendent vision.
Sexual Chi as Food Source
Alex’s artistic decision to represent all human activities by a range of sexual couplings was no random choice.  Sexual chi is a potent energetic food that can be harvested by human parasites and predators and possibly other types of parasites and predators. Orgasms can be viewed as energetic flowers blossoming in the collective human energy field. The couplings are arranged in a kind of circular spectrum from loving couplings to atavistic, sadistic-looking couplings. Benevolent entities appear to be feeding off the energy of the loving couplings and demonic entities, one of which looks like a devouring vagina, are feeding off of the degraded  (sex as a metaphor for power) couplings. Orgasms, which are energetic eruptions into, and interpenetrations with, the collective human field, vary from the ecstatic unions of loving soulmates to the sadistic ejaculations of rapists. The couplings that Alex depicts in this image can be viewed as a circular spectrum of these possibilities oriented to the cardinal points of a mandala where there are also associated deities.
A Carnival of Lost Souls
The background of Alex’s vision is also interesting and instructive. He was in a chaotic boundary-dissolving experience with a group of people who were predominantly strangers. Socially dense environments of strangers and substances mixing together are likely to default to lowest-common-denominator factors of social parasitism/sexual predation/chaotic acting out of fragmented personalities—what I sometimes call a carnival of lost souls. Everything depends on who are the particular people in a group that is having a boundary-dissolving experience or ritual. Naïve people frequently forget this. Such people think the ritual is what matters and take all comers, but this can be a disaster! Generally, I think it unwise to have boundary- dissolving experiences (such as sex and/or hallucinogenic trips) with people you don’t know and wouldn’t trust with your life, because you are trusting your life with them. There are, of course, exceptions to everything and a visionary as great as Alex Grey was able to rise above the experience and receive a powerful vision about human energy and the entities that harvest it. (Though I have a feeling he wouldn’t choose to be in another such chaotic situation.) Otherwise, I caution people about doing things such as going to a rave with a sketchy vibe redolent of prowling sexual agendas (in other words, almost any rave) and opening themselves to the toxic energy by taking a boundary-dissolving substance. Unless you want to internalize a carnival of lost souls it is probably unwise to blow yourself wide open in an setting of trance-inducing music/lighting and stoned people, many of them on the prowl for parasitic sexual encounters.
An Ancient Gnostic Text on Parasitic Abduction
The power of this image is that it shows those who harvest our energy, and yet at the center of the image is the human empowerment that occurs as we awaken to the food chain. The ancient Gnostics had similar visions and called the harvesting deities the “Archons”  (see: A Gnostic View of Mind Parasites). Also, notice how closely the scenario described below parallels a modern alien abduction experience.
(The following ancient Gnostic text is excerpted from the superb metahistory.org website. Here’s the link to the full article http://www.metahistory.org/GnosticCatechism.php)
From The First Apocalypse of James (NHC V, 3), a revelation dialogue in which an unnamed teacher (the “Lord” or “Master”) confers secret knowledge upon a Gnostic named James:
The Master said: James, behold, I shall reveal to you the path of your redemption. Whenever you are seized and you undergo death-pangs (mortal fear), a multitude of Archons may turn on you, thinking they can capture you. And in particular, three of them will seize you, those who pose as toll collectors. Not only do they demand toll, but they take away souls by theft.
Now, when you come under their power, one of them who is the overseer will say to you: “Who are you, and where are you from?”
You are then to say to him, “I am a child of humanity and I am from the Source.”
He will then say to you, “What sort of child are you, and to what Source do you belong?”
You are to say to him, “I am from the pre-existent Source, and I am the offspring of the Source.”
Then he will say to you, “Why were you sent out from the Source?”
Then you are to say to him, “I came from the Pre-existent One so that I might behold those of my kind and those who are alien.”
And he will say to you, “What are these alien beings?”
You are to say to him: “They are not entirely alien, for they are from the Fallen Sophia (Achamoth), the female divinity who produced them when she brought the human race down from the Source, the realm of the Pre-Existent One. So they are not entirely alien, but they are our kin. They are indeed so because she who is their matrix, Sophia Achamoth, is from the Source. At the same time they are alien because Sophia did not combine with her like in the Source (her divine male counterpart), when she produced them.”
When he also says to you, “Where will you go now?”
You are to say to him, “To the place when I came, the Source, there shall I return.” And if you respond in this manner, you will escape their attacks.
(NHC V, 3. 33 – 34: 1- 25. Translation from NHLE 1990, pp. 265-6 and Kurt Rudolf, Gnosis, p. 174-5.)
What I find amazing is that Alex, in creating this painting, has followed the instructions of the unnamed Gnostic teacher to perfection. The image shows that which is human and alien. It also shows that man is from the source and at the center.  This is the secret of our transcendence of the food chain according to the Gnostics. The Archons are masters of deception who manipulate by encouraging us to give away our power to external saviors and authorities. We become like the living dead when they succeed, like Tolkien’s Ring Wraiths—-withered, obsessed beings forever craving but unable to reach “The Precious,” which could take the form of an object or person of desire, or a fanatic ideology/fundamentalist religion that enslaves us to its version of salvation. When the deceivers succeed we get, for example, possessed suicide bombers hungry for death and their seventy-two virgins in paradise. The way out of this deceptive matrix is the recognition that we are of the source, of the source of nourishment. An incompleteness is revealed in the Archons because they must depend on us for their derivative nourishment. Clearly Alex was brought out from the source to behold such things and share with us his revelations.
A way out of the bondage of deception is the path of wholeness that is our birthright. The principle of androgyny, the inner alchemical marriage of yin and yang, masculine and feminine, releases us from an enslaved relation to the matrix. I have written about this in Casting Precious into the Cracks of Doom—–Androgyny, Alchemy, Evolution and the One Ring
Two Other Related Alex Grey Paintings
Two of Alex’s paintings in his most recent book, Transfigurations, depict what seem to me a mind parasite attack and the human condition of bondage and mind parasite insertion. In the painting  entitled Despair we see a figure with his head down  being attacked by small entities equipped with stingers and insectile parts while inside the mouth of some larger deity. The points of attack seem to correspond to chakras. In Self-Hate/Endarkenment we see humans held in shackles and an entity appears to be stinging the figure in the foreground in his third eye. To me it seems as if it is inserting its mind or will into this human victim.
Addendum:
After I wrote the above, on August 14 of 2006, Alex joined me for thirty minutes of a three hour interview with George Noory of Coast-to-Coast AM.  After he recounted the LSD experience I asked Alex if he thought that the parasitic beings had influenced the chaotic behavior he witnessed in the loft.
Alex replied:
“At one point I did feel that this entire thing has been orchestrated by these beings, that our coming together was not an accident… When we feel influenced to do certain things, or intuitively guided to do certain things– many times we may seek guidance from a higher realm—In the same way one can be vulnerable to the influence from beings from a lower realm.”
Alex then described another mind parasite experience he had under the influence of LSD:
“I remember one time being on one of the most harrowing LSD adventures I ever had. I felt like I was a flapper in the wheel of fortune and every realm of being and dimension was one of these slots that the little flapper was open to. And in one such dimension that was flying by I saw this really strange insect-like creature lunge out at me. After I came back from this trip, and for days afterward, I was really feeling out of sorts and very energetically drained. And I realized that this thing had jumped out and was probably still embedded in my aura. So I did a whole cleansing to draw all the energy back into the heart and then expand it out from the heart to banish this being.”
 http://www.zaporacle.com/alex-grey-and-mind-parasites/

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John Lash's Research on the Old Gnostic Instructions to Transcendance of this Entire Paradigm.  

(Trance-End-Dance = Ending the Dance in a Trance!!!)

 

A GNOSTIC CATECHISM
http://www.metahistory.org/gnostique/archonfiles/GnosticCatechism.php

ENCOUNTERS WITH ALIENS IN A MYSTERY SCHOOL TEXT
Here and there the Coptic Gnostic materials contain passages that describe encounters with the ET-like beings, sometimes with explicit advice about how to handle these entities. What beliefs are implied in such testimony? And what are we to believe about such testimony? I will attempt to address both these questions in this brief topical essay.

OCCULT INSTRUCTION
For a first-hand look at the testimony, let's consider a passage from The First Apocalypse of James (NHC V, 3), a revelation dialogue in which an unnamed teacher (the "Lord" or "Master") confers secret knowledge upon a Gnostic named James:

The Master said: James, behold, I shall reveal to you the path of your redemption. Whenever you are siezed and you undergo death-pangs (mortal fear), a multitude of Archons may turn on you, thinking they can capture you. And in particular, three of them will sieze you, those who pose as toll collectors. Not only do they demand toll, but they take away souls by theft.

Now, when you come under their power, one of them who is the overseer will say to you: "Who are you, and where are you from?"

You are then to say to him, "I am a child of humanity and I am from the Source."

He will then say to you, "What sort of child are you, and to what Source do you belong?"

You are to say to him, "I am from the pre-existent Source, and I am the offspring of the Source."

Then he will say to you, "Why were you sent out from the Source?"

Then you are to say to him, "I came from the Pre-existent One so that I might behold those of my kind and those who are alien."

And he will say to you, "What are these alien beings?"

You are to say to him: "They are not entirely alien, for they are from the Fallen Sophia (Achamoth), the female divinity who produced them when she brought the human race down from the Source, the realm of the Pre-Existent One. So they are not entirely alien, but they are our kin. They are indeed so because she who is their matrix, Sophia Achamoth, is from the Source. At the same time they are alien because Sophia did not combine with her like in the Source (her divine male counterpart), when she produced them."
When he also says to you, "Where will you go now?"

You are to say to him, "To the place when I came, the Source, there shall I return." And if you respond in this manner, you will escape their attacks.

(NHC V, 3. 33 - 34: 1- 25. Translation from NHLE 1990, pp. 265-6 and Kurt Rudolf, Gnosis, p. 174-5.)


Considerable information is packed into this exchange. The resemblance to contemporary reports of close encounters is undeniable: the Archons induce a state of mortal panic, they often appear in threes, they perform abductions ("take away souls by theft"). These details present a striking match to contemporary ET/UFO lore. But in an equally striking departure from the current literature, the Gnostic teacher gives explicit instructions on how to face the alien entities. The vast amount of testimony on the ET/UFO phenomenon available today presents almost nothing on defence against alien intrusion. Contactees and abductees are passive witnessed, overwhelmed and overpowered by the aliens. But Gnostic writings not only describe such encounters, they also prescibe defensive action. The Master offers cogent counsel for keeping the Archons in their place.
Gnosis is a remembering of our origins. The student is instructed to remember the cosmic birthright of humankind, and to affirm its direct link to the Pleroma, the Source. Specifically, the student is taught to recall and repeat the key episode in Gnostic mythology, the fall of the Aeon Sophia, and thus effectuate a defence against the Archons. By recounting the myth of their origins, the student demonstrates initiated knowledge of the origin and identity of the entities s/he is facing.
Intentional recall of cosmic matters disempowers the Archons. This, at least, is a clear inference from the above passage. The tactic of remembrance accords closely with indigenous wisdom — consider, for instance, the saying of the Na-Khi, a Tibetan people of southeastern China: "One must relate the origin of the medicine, otherwise it cannot work its magic." Shamans heal, not only by their knowledge of the properties of plants, but also by their recounting the story of the plant. Likewise, Gnostics defeated the Archons with the "medicine" (occult power) of mythological recall.
The Coptic materials become increasingly relevant as we realize they do not merely present pedantic or recondite commentaries on a dead religion, but vital insights on the timeless spiritual dilemmas of humanity, insights as valid today as they were 2000 years ago. Describing the find at Nag Hammadi, Tobias Churton writes, "Had Mohammed Ali not broken open the jar, we would not be able to hear these things. In the truest sense of the word, these things are dynamite. One might have imagined headlines throughout the world..." (The Gnostics, p. 12)
But there were no such headlines, even in the tabloids. It took many years before the codexes were translated and still, even today, no scholar will allow that these rare Coptic codices contain reliable accounts of encounters with ET-like entities.

Ideological Virus In another passage of The First Apocalypse of James, the Master refers to those people "who exist as the type of the Archons" (30:20). Gnostics were not only alert to the intrusion of the Archons, they were also acutely aware of the possibility of humans becoming totally "Archontized." This threat appears to have emerged in a particularly alarming way in that era to which Philip K. Dick often refers: the first century of the Common Era, when the Incarnation of Christ is said to have occured, according to Christian belief. Both the time and the place where Archontic molding of human character set in strongly are specified in the Nag Hammadi texts. In his Gnostic view of the human condition, Dick assumed that the spiritual life of humanity was arrested at that moment. It is as if the behavior of those "who exist as the type of Archons" locked into place in that era, and came to dominate all subsequent centuries — until the moment in 1945 when the Nag Hammadi texts were discovered.
In a close parallel to Philip K. Dick's vision of "the Empire," Wilhelm Reich saw the rise of a similar syndrome which he characterized as "the mechanico-mystical" complex. (See The Mass Psychology of Fascism.) Its signature is "authoritarian ideology," the mindset of fascism and patriarchal domination. Significantly, archon was the common term for "governer," or "authority" in Roman times. In some translations of the Coptic materials, archon (plural, archontoi) is rendered as "the authorities." Reich's analysis of what I propose to call the mystico-fascist complex focusses on National Socialism, the Nazi movement, which he experienced first-hand, but The Mass Psychology of Fascism contains ample referenes to Catholicism and the Holy Roman Empire, the millennial ancestor of the mystico-fascist program.
For more comments on this subject viewed in a contemporary vein, see Armageddon Politics.
In allusion to the fascist ideology of the "authorities", Philip K. Dick wrote: "The Empire is the institution, the codification, of derangement; it is insane and imposes its insanity on us by violence, since its nature is a violent one." (Valis, p. 235, citing entry 41 from "The Exegesis.")
This is purely a Gnostic insight, compatible with passages in the NHC and deeply resonant with Reich's views on the massenpsychosen of Roman Christianity. It might be argued that the Nazis were not Christians, but in fact Hitler imagined himself as a Grail Knight, modelled after Wagner's Parsifal, and the saviour complex of Judaeo-Christian belief is wholly transposed into Nazi racial ideology — hence the "Aryan Christ" identified, and, to some degree, embraced by C. G. Jung. The Holy Reich, published in 2004 by Richard Steigman-Gall, professor of history at Kent State University in the USA, argues that Hitler was sincere in calling himself a Christian, and reveals to what extent Christian ideology was embraced by the Nazi party and contributed to the advancement of their cause.
Wilhelm Reich warned that since the breakdown of the pre-Christian ethos of earth-oriented Paganism, "the biological core of humanity has been without social representation." (Ibid., p. xii). This is a staggering observation, to say the least.
The "authorities" exhibit the behavior of spiritual zombies, people who exemplify a baffling mix of mystical and militaristic fixations. (What I have called behavioral cloning is widely evident in both militaristic and mystical behavior, such as we see today in neocon religious realpolitik, although it is also embodied in the mass conformity of global consumerism and the rites of technophilia.) According to Reich, these fixations, focussed on the master fixation on a transcendent God beyond the Earth, arise from the repression and displacement of somatic sensations, especially sexual-genital feelings. Philip K. Dick agreed with Reich in observing that the mystico-fascist ideology grows like armor around people who adopt these fixations, either through indoctrination or intimidation ("conversion"). The mystico-fascist ideology operates like a virus, "imposing its form on its enemies. Thereby it becomes it enemies." (Valis, p. 235) The ideology of the authorities can infect even those who resist it. Hence it turns humanity against itself.
But it would appear that some Gnostics were immune to infection—not by accident, but due to their deliberate practice of orgiastic sexual techniques to produce immunity, and due, in equal measure, to their explicit teachings on the Archons and how to resist them, as seen in the above passage from The First Apocalypse of James. Gnostic observers on the ground when Christianity arose saw salvationist ideology exactly the way Philip K. Dick did: as a virus. An ideological virus, to be precise. Pagan intellectuals of the day even used that very term for the fanaticism of the converts.
Gnostics saw the tyranny of belief, of metaphysical fantasies that underwrite militaristic agendas, in the rise of early Christianity. We can only imagine what they would see today in the political religiosity of the American right.

Defending Humanity
What are we to make, then, of Gnostic beliefs about the Archons? It might be said that Gnostics believed that only by confronting what is insane and inhumane in ourselves, can we truly define what is human. In essence, to define humanity is to defend it against distortion. Gnostics asserted that the capacity for distortion of humanitas, or dehumanization, is inherent in our minds, but this capacity alone is not potentially deviant. Since we are endowed with nous, a dose of divine intelligence, we are able to detect and correct distorted thinking. We can master what Tibetan Buddhists call krol'pa, "thoughts that lead astray," mental fixations that turn us away from humanitas, our true identity. However, Gnostics also warned of an alien spin that can add a truly deviant element to our thinking. The effect of the Archons is not to make us err, but to make us, largely through dullness and distraction, disregard our errors, so that they extrapolate beyond the scale of correction.

    The Archons cast a 'trance" over Adam... They put him into a sleepy state, but it was his perception they dulled... They make our hearts heavy that we may not pay attention and may not see. So we lose the reflection of the Divine Light within us.. . [Thus the Archons acted on humanity] with a view to deceive.
    When the life-spirit increases and the illuminating power of the body strengthens the soul, no one can lead you astray into the lessening of your humanity. But those on whom the counterfiet spirit preys are alienated from humanity and deviated... The despicable spirit gains strength by leading us astray. The Archons burden the soul, attracting us to works of evil, and pull us down into oblivion, making us forget who we are.
    (The Apocryphon of John, II, 22: 14-10, through 27-20.)
The catechism on alien encounters in The First Apocalypse of James is not exceptional. A great deal of Gnostic teaching was dedicated to the theory of error I have just summarized. In a practical sense, Gnostic teachers in the Mystery Schools instructed the neophytes in how to face the Archons both as alien intruders, comparable to the Greys and Reptilians of contemporary lore, and as tendencies in their minds. The detection of Archontic intrusion in both these modes of experience seems to be unique to the finely nuanced noetic science of the Mysteries.
In the Gnostic view, human beings "who exist as the type of the Archons" are those who blindly follow religious ideologies of an insane and inhumane nature, for it is primarily through religious beliefs that the Archons intrude upon us. Behavior driven by such beliefs produces pathological personality fixations, resulting in the spiritual zombie. All scholars agree that some Gnostics condemned equally the Jewish origins of the Christian salvationist program, and the Pauline-Johannine program itself. Doing so, they did not spread a hate message against anyone. Rather, they attempted to expose what they perceived to be the hateful and deceiving message disguised in the Judeo-Christian ideology of salvation. At the source of this message, they detected the subliminal intrusion of the Archons into the human mind. Hence the thrust and preponderance (more than half of all surviving material, by my estimate) of politically and theologically incorrect passages in the Coptic materials.
Whether or not Gnostics were delusional about the Archons is a private judgement call. But a fair and open-minded reading of the Coptic texts will not yield much evidence for derangement on their part. The seers who exposed derangement were not deranged. They were sober and methodical in describing what they knew, and extremely conscientious in prescribing action to face the perceived threat. They believed that they really had identified that most baffling of all enigmas: the root cause of inhumanity in human nature.
What are we to believe about all this today? There is an issue of credibility here, of course — that is to say, we may consider the source of Gnostic teachings apart from their content. But Gnosis is by definition a matter of knowing and not of believing. It is about enlightenment, not faith. To give Gnostics credit for actually knowing what they claimed to know is only the first step. Beyond that, we must confirm what they knew by our own resources, our own faculties. This is the perennial challenge of Gnosis, the living, ever-renewing cognition of the human spirit.
Knowledge of that which is alive can alone banish terror.
Wilhelm Reich, The Function of the Orgasm.
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There is more commentary on The First Apocalypse of James in the Reading Plan.

Wednesday 7 January 2015

To My Human Family ~ Soul/Spirit Parts & Essences ~


To My Human Family ~ Soul/Spirit Parts & Essences ~



Please note that this is a work in progress.  As I gather new information, this may change slightly or even dramatically.  I believe that many of us are on the path of TRUTH.  I know I am and I am finally looking at it no matter how harsh it may actually be! It's amazing when you stare fear right in the face, how much more knowledge opens up to oneself in their quest for truth.  I've also noticed that since I've stopped accepting pre-judgements on people's appearances or what I've been brainwashed to believe to be 'evil' - more truth's are presenting themself.  When I look at a youtube video and see a person that I'd prejudge just by their appearance, they may have some very valuable information to share and I missed out on that.  If my gut feeling tells me something is wrong, that's different.  But if I'm judging something due to pre-programmed conditioning on perception(s), then I'm now working on breaking through that.   I am working on all that I've been TAUGHT that reality is.  For instance, we've been taught how we should live our lives - boxed and separate houses, dependant upon the 'energy' system(s), all THEIR monitoring communications, their food system, their health/death care system and on and on and on.  Then there are other belief's that I'm questioning.  For example, we're taught what space looks like (do a search on Eric Dollard whom they demonized - made to look insane because he stumbled upon a truth about our Sun in that when you're out in space, you can't even see it!)  so we're taught about solar systems and galaxies and universes BUT do we have proof of this?  Astronomers may be looking 'out there' but they're looking for here and I hypothesize that what they're actually looking at is a computer program that's showing a hologram, mixed with possibly immediate (within our little solar system) planetary bodies that may be real.  If you don't think that there is a grand conspiracy on this, then please tell me why EVERY Government Space Agency on the entire globe, has the vector in their insignia?  I feel that this vector is the reptilian/snake tongue.  eg. NASA - Never A Straight Answer, lying like a snake.  Therefore I am questioning EVERYTHING.  ALL of my Be-lie-f's!!

At the moment, I am considering 2 completely new concepts - one is my own and the other is coming from a woman by the name of YellowRoseforTexas on You Tube.  https://www.youtube.com/user/YellowRoseforTexas/videos   She has alot of troll activity which could be a clue.  Much of what she shows especially the video, "The Lie that Nasa Told" (which ironically I wouldn't look at because of the Nasa name in it, even though it kept showing up on the right side of the video list).  There are others' that are backing up what she is saying or expanding on what she is stating.  Such as;



The Lie that Nasa Told Improved Audio Version

Om McManus         141219 solar system con struct

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9xT5JgAOWI
Tann Hauser  ❤¸.•*´¨ YELLOW ROSE FOR TEXAS : THE ALLIED FORCES ¨`*•.❤  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=besGKsOFO8k

My other consideration is that we are in some sub-dimension where the earth has been stolen or plants and animals have been stolen from other life sustaining globes (i do not like to use the word planet because it means planned-net).  This whole realm is rigged against us unless we're towing the line and it is being run by psychopath's and computers.  The reincarnation cycle is a lie and we're suppose to be able to freely incarnate anywhere we wish to.  I feel that all religions are based on truth with some serious arsenic in them where we willingly give our sovereignty outside of ourselves.  It's possible that the old gnostic idea could be based on fact that part of creation is infected and like a cancer it is spreading and has to be stopped.  So it sent in t-cells to fight it.  We are here and those that are more awake or non-maligned by past incarnations such as the ones known as indigo's, starseeds and rainbow children.  They are here to help us and heal but they've been greatly attacked also.  The center of our universe is sending out light/information to help us awaken since being part of source, we know the truth deep inside of ourselves which would explain why they're trying to disconnect us so ernestly via chemtrails, other frequencies, food, air, water, clothing etc.  It's even possible that we are cells of creation that these guys then try and split up (divide and conquer) and we have to agree on it as with everything else.  What we agree - is because that is how creation works.  So we agree that we have different chakra's (energy centers that they then can manipulate and they do), different minds (super, un, sub and conscious) which they also manipulate.  How much have we been programmed to believe this to be fact?  What do they say?  If you tell a lie long enough it becomes an unquestioned truth?  They've had control of this planet - no-one really knows how long.  They are constantly confusing everything and it makes me wonder.  All the historical monuments and buildings hold historical keys and also LIES!  All the old religions and texts throughout history are also dictating to us what our historical reality is.  If they can control everything (and from what I've heard various sources say, they have the technology to even stop time and change something and none of us are the wiser) can you imagine just what they can do?  We (non-compromised humanity) may be different cells of creation and one's that they've taken down makes the original larger cell, smaller.  This is why we know and feel that we are all one, brother's and sister's BUT sometimes we feel that there are some that are older or not quite from the same cell.  But we're still part of the whole, just different cells.  I.e.  different atoms that make up a larger molecule.

Now one would ask just why they would do this?  Well, Bob Lazar, a whistleblower that worked in area 51 said that the government made the mistake of not telling humanity about the greys (lizards were apparently hiding and the greys are apparently the alien posterchild)  The greys made a deal with the U.S. government to trade technologies for the ability to abduct and experiment on it's population.  The government allegedly agreed as long as they were given a list of whom they were doing this to and that it was a small percentage.  The greys apparently didn't hold up their end and I believe that they did this so that they and the rep's and whomever else could then openly start their computerized control of the planet and take-down of the governments on the inside.  They always infiltrate and use it to their advantage. I believe this was in the 50's and check out just how 'advanced' we've all become with technologies.  ALL of these advanced technologies are NOT for our benefit unless they're free-energy or separate from the whole system.  Cell phones, towers, smart-meters, haarp; all of it is not for our good.   They have infiltrated humanity by possessing and by mind-control as well as monitoring.  If they've been doing this for a very long time, which I think they have, then they are only perfecting how they can take down creator cells and destroy them for their gain.  What is the gain?  Bob Lazar said that they grey's told them that they've changed our genome 65 times (to make it easily manipulatable) and that they eat our soul energy upon death and that the religions were created to get us to take care of our bodies, er CONTAINERS.  I think this may not be completely true and it's also missing some vital information.  

I have more to insert here but I'm going to give it a rest for now. The other things/views of what is going on I intend to cover - since it could be some of these, none of these or a few parts of these views.  I'm still figuring it out but I thought that I would put out some food for thought for others', since a few of these ideas are pretty obscure.  Gnostic views of Dr. Joseph Chiappalone.  Santos Bonacci - Astrotheology (I think he's missing some stuff but he has alot of good and sound research).  A woman by the name of Tanaath of the Silver Legion.  (Her stuff is way out there and it may or may not be true - I'm not sure, but she certainly offers some good shielding visualisations and techniques).  You can find interviews with all of these on you tube.  I have noticed that what's left is right and what is up, is down and everything is backwards and upside down *on purpose!  They have many agents that take up working for them to support themselves.  These agents work in abandoned buildings and even unmarked or fronted offices.  All day long, they go to websites and cause dissent and confusion on purpose.  That is their job!  aka Trolls.  So keep that in mind.  They are either trolling something or someone's views because they are right and it could even be (a strategy to make us think the person is right)!  but the person is way off or these paid trolls don't even know.  Hence, use your discernment, your inner guidance.  These are perilous times with alot of traps.  I know because I've stepped on a few of them.  If a website feels crappy then there may be demons that are told to go out to the person's homes that view them too.  I know because I've experienced it too often in fact.  This could be because the information is vital to know but it also could be because it's evil intentioned.  Crazy world! :)


May EVERYONE wake up from this dream!  Do not buy into any trade of yourselves for material gain or promises of grandeur.  Their objective is always the same.  They will implant or over-soul you with a reptilian or demonic being to corner your spirit and consume it while this imposter learns to act exactly like you through your soul essence.  From what I understand the grey's like to eat our souls since they have forfeited theirs or never had one in the first place and they do this to learn everything that we have learned in a lifetime that they can then draw upon as their experience, lie to us with this stolen knowledge, as well as sustenance.  This gives them a temporary false soul and with that they know exactly how we think and function and have been ever improving their strategies and manipulating our dna.  When they die, they have created hybrids that they wish to continue their old race.  The reptilians on the other hand love eating human flesh (just look at the dinosaurs, alligators and crocodiles)  and they prefer their meat clean and smoke free, hence the anti-smoking agenda.  Clean and stupid is what they prefer.  These are high level psionics and telepath's.  I know this because they have fooled my perception more times than I wish to count.
All of you, humanity, rise up and take yourselves back!  The power is in knowing yourself and then you cannot be fooled by any supposed reactions, experiences, ideas, concepts or any influences outside of yourself.  This is why know thyself is so very important.  Remember their Jesus figure, if he is true and came to seed us with truth's or they had to mix these truth's in with their lies in the religious canon's is truly irrelevant.  Take what messages or analogies work to empower you and leave the rest.  They gave us truth's because they have to, this is how this matrix works and agreements work.  Not only that, but if it is all b.s. and a total fabrication, many of us would recognize the falsity immediately.  This is how they've usurped power over us.  The greys learned this the hard way and now their race is in a state of inertia.  A cul-de-sac.  Entropy!  It cost them their race in our believed history of antiquity.  They learned the hard way how the matrix works.  They may even have experimented so much in the past that one of their experiments went wrong.


When you pass out of this body - just command yourself to become your true divine, INVISIBLE SPARK and intend yourself back to your beginning SOURCE.  Do not judge how to get there, just intend it and it is so.  It will be done.  It's all about your belief and the command (strength) of this intent.  That is the secret.  Do not fall into ANY of their drama's of illusion.  It's ALL illusory.  All of it.  We can play their game or we can bow out of it.  It is up to each and every single in-divide-u-all!  They are always telling us the truth in our imposed written languages after we forgot our fullness and ability to communicate with thought after we were divided.  WE ARE ALL ONE and they divided us into fragments.  They have vast and superior technologies.  It's even quite possibly that we are a WHOLE and CREATIVE FORCE that they shocked and dispursed.  The illusion and depth of the truth could actually be just that.  Why else are we all one?  Source?  We are a creative force that must come back together while we are here.  Why else is everyone so confused, disillusioned and weary?  They have attacked our core essence.  Why else is our history so lost in obscurities?  Just what is it that they have to hide?  How many other Creative Forces have they done this to?  To grow their computer program/matrix through knowledge gained from our experience?  Why else are there so many oop's?  Out of place artifacts?  Showing ancient advanced civilizations and technology?  These are all previous fragments of a whole, as well as our current human civilization (read - Divine Creative Principal) that over eons of time you've divided and conquered or subverted.  It's all a magnetic, holographic computer program designed to use/abuse and power yourselves and your illusions of OUR 'source energy'.  As the Gnostics figured out, or not - it may have been more snippets of truth smattered about to keep us satiated.  I have never been 'satiated' in my search for the truth.  Anyhow, if it is truth, then  this diseased branch of the whole of creation (if that is even true - as we may be in some sub-dimension/hologram), is being usurped, dis-eased and consumed.   They have to keep mixing the truth with lies, in order to keep us searching and feeling like we are in the right place and that all is somewhat 'normal'.  Thank you Reptilian Drunvelo Melchizedek for all of your lies and to satiate our true essence to come back into love and acquiescence, to step into your next game of destruction.  5D earth!  Thank you all for your lives, did you not say at the end of one of your video's?  I suspect that higher dimensions is even a lie.  You've got many, many areas covered.
I forgive all of you for what you have done.  I release myself from any of your acts of bondage and in this case via negative emotions, for an example.  I will not fuel that dark, magnetic fire.  I release you and leave your fate in the hands of the True Creation Essence.  Instead, I will turn these lemons into a delicious lemonade.  I truly thank you for all of the lessons you've taught me.  You've taught me to stand on my own and face these illusions.  To face my fears.  You've forced me to.  Thank you.  I have truly felt like Neo (Annagram for One - as in All of Us aspects of A DIVINE WHOLE) in this matrix of propaganda; always searching for the truth, like a splinter in my mind and never satisfied with the answers, until now that is.  As far as what is 'out there'.  I do not know yet.  You've implanted my brain so that I am having a difficult time sometimes connecting to the rest of my 'source'.  As I'm sure that this is why you did so.  I see pretty pictures of universes and all sorts of magnificent patterns of light in the night sky and via your telescopes and your training/teaching manuals.  It may or may not be true.  I don't know.  Yet.
I can see now why you've paid so much attention to me in this lifetime.  You've made it a very, very busy, anxiety ridden, emotionally draining experience.  I, so full of love, very naive, like a brand new babe, constantly got attacked, so that I'd withdraw and not trust to love.  Everytime I did I got bitten.  Isn't that how you program us with repeated 'cause and effect'?  That my mind helps you to create my reality via repeated programmed/trained reactions.  I break all such programming now.  Did you look into one or many of the probable future's and see my threat to see into your illusion?  That must be why you've kept me in such intense pain and imposed anxiety so that I wouldn't figure it out right?  You almost won before.  I think I contemplated ending this existence about 6 or 7 times.  You've stressed me out to such extremes.  It's an attestament to the true strength of the Divine.  I'm just a spark.  No wonder there are so many 'belief's' covered!  You've got so many creative ideas on just what is going on covered until one of our aspects gives up and acquiesces to one of your belief's systems, gods or leaders.  They're tired.  May they all wake up now and re-coalesce!  No wonder we need each other.  We are all aspects of a whole!  Tower of Babel eh?  Dispurse us to the 4 winds with different skin colours, languages, society's and religions.  All the while victimizing each of us quietly and telling us not to tell anyone for 'fear' that they will think us nuts!  These things are just an illusion.  You got the idea in one of the movies.  What an overactive imagination!  All the fake humans and pretend human's (holographic one of you) that you've put in our midst, to keep us 'with your program' and ridicule us when one of us raise our heads!  And if that doesn't work, just how many of us have you outright killed for seeing through your illusions and not being afraid to tell others?  The 'whistleblowers' and truth seekers of our time.  Yeah.  Divide and Conquer is your modus of operandi.  Makes sense to me.  If I were you, I would do the same.  But I'm not you.  I'm me.  I'm one aspect of the whole of us!  How many other Divine Essences are here that you haven't fully taken out?  How many have forgotten that they are another blood vessel of the Divine?  Divided into atoms and molecules?  All of us are part of the Divine, even if we are a neighbouring cell.  Remember that humanity!  Forgive ourselves and each other right now and come together united *un-tied, as one.  Do not be caught up in the illusions of drama and emotionally draining (essence draining) scenerios.  We are not like that.  We work together in unison just like in the natural world when you see the birds all soaring together.  But lets step out of this symbiotic, parasitic relationship with them through all their machinations and take back our sovereign essence.  This symbiosis is one way!  They take, they do not give back.  They do not honor life because it sustains them and keeps them alive!  Do not agree to be their food!  I love you all, my folks, my brothers and sisters that are not either/or.  We are both 'sexes'.  It's more drama and divide and conquer.  If you're female, remember your male aspect.  If you're male, remember your female aspect.  We are not yin/yang.  We are one clear whole.  We are lovers and we are warriors.  Defending ourselves because we must!  Do not lay down your arms, ever!  Understand each other and come together as a unified field of consciousness.  The Divine spark that we all originally are.  We now come back together in unity, without ANY propaganda or dictates of what is their truth and their reality!  Now!  Remain Calm.  Do not EVER panic.
WE ARE ONE!  I LOVE YOU.  I LOVE ME~!
If any of you have the ability via remote healing to remove these implants and technologies and strengthen up my bio-shield, I would really appreciate it.  It cost me alot to reach these almost conclusive conclusions and we need to help one another if we are going to succeed in freeing more aspects of ourself.  It cost me very, very much in pain and suffering from torture, attempted murder via microwave technologies and trying to see past this illusion with all of their technologies and surveillance on me.  Understatement.  Please do not add any other seals or symbols or constructs via any way be it reiki or any other holographic technologies where they may have added some other trap unbeknownst to you.  They usually do.  Very little is 'clean' here.  Intend that any other 'thing' not be included that is meant to further entrap.  I am in no agreement with any-thing meant to further enslave or deceive me in any way, shape or form.  If you have no sub-programming and are clear and have honorable intentions then I agree to your help.  My divine self will know and will NOT be deceived and will stop you, as there is no agreement whatsoever.  If you have ill-intentions then do not bother yourself, to help yourself.  I am not available.  If you can imagine my body in its original state and it is healed.  It is so.  As Gregg Braden teaches and learned about from his research into what the true prayer really is, we all are empowered and are healers, just like Jesus said.  (see youtube videos on this), where some focalists in China, healed a woman with cancer by imagining her cancer gone because it never existed.  They re-created her to her original healthy form by believing it to be so and chanting in their language to the effect of 'Wassa' or It Is Done.  It Is So.  What the secret purposely missed to tell us (this is how they intervene and mislead, which leads to failure and our then agreement that it is all b.s.) is that the finished end-result thought is the spark of creation and the e-motion (FEELING IT DONE) is what drives or empowers or gives it the power to manifest into this reality.  This is how this divine matrix works.  Not it's going to, because when is it going to, but instead, IT IS SO.  We come together by all thinking this of this earth and how we would like it to be, it is my belief that with enough combined power, we can even change them out of our existence, for-ever!  It never happened and they never came here.  I know that for them to connect to me, they constantly have to grab my mind, so that it reaches back to them, like a hand-shake, so that they can enter my reality.  It happens very quickly and I sometimes have a difficult time with it because quite frankly I am very tired.  I have chronic insomnia but I know it is all going to change, in an instant.  We are truly, whom we have been waiting for!  It is my belief that we are being bombarded with information, which is why they have had to overlay their 'new (c)age' agenda on top of this, to take advantage with the way it is going.  We do have help from the cosmos so-to-speak.  This is why many of us are waking up, despite their mind-numbing poisons and technologies and programming and metal particulate & nano-particles in their chemtrails to try and block this bombardment of info, to keep us asleep.  We have to take charge and believe in ourselves.  We are the boots on the ground, while there are outside forces of good that want to free us and change this.  Do you really think that the Divine Essence of the Whole, wants this cancerous growth on it's body?  So lets do our part, shall we?  Let's help one another and remember ourselves and Be and have understanding that we've all been subjected to their programming.  So lets NOT judge and forgive one-another and get on with what we need to do.  Share this and spread the truth.  Trust your inner knowing and divine guidance.  Come together and form inner healing & information circles and be aware of any infiltrators.  If someone doesn't feel right, do not let them in your groups and even tell them so if you have to or look deeper and see if they are someone that was taken over, in which case you could intend in a group that this entity be gone and they be returned to normal or if they are an enemy/cancer in disguise, then do not let them into your sanctum.  Be smart.  Be cautious.  We are in a war zone.  This is a battle for our minds, our bodies and therefore our souls.  Reach out to the full organism of the Creator, of which we come, for strength and inner guidance.  It is still very huge.  It is much larger then their cancerous growth.  We are being helped.  Just don't be fooled.  If something feels wrong, then it is.  Trust yourselves! Be Love, Be Neutral and Don't Be Angry.  If you were a parasite wouldn't you try and survive in many ways?  Understand that without fear, just the parasitical organisms that they are and let it go. If you feel betrayed, then just recognize it as it is, the usage of direct or indirect enemies to distract, mislead or indoctrinate via drama-play.   Literally or figuratively step sideways and step out of it.  Just like the macro and the micro.  The bodily parasites are also highly intelligent and work with them to take down the organism.  Do what you can to be and get stronger.  Heal body, mind and spirit.  Eat living foods and your body will heal itself.  Drink lots of water and use sea salt.  We are JUST LIKE the oceans in this world.   Instead, recognize the intelligence that they are and learn from our enemies, it makes us more intelligent and stronger too.  This is exactly what they've been doing to us - learning from us and covering those truths up with their convoluted lies.  Turn every single negative into a positive.  Do not fall into any drama's, fear mongering (turn off your media broadcasts as there is much subliminal programming and technological parasitical highways there).  Stay in your focus that we come together and we will beat them.  There is no blame here.  Do you blame the cancer cells that took a hold of some organism?  We do have the technologies to repair this earth also, including radiation from fukushima, chernobyl and anywhere else.  They exist, they are just suppressed for now.  For now.  For instance, to those that have imposed doubts, do a research on the Keshe Foundation out of ancient Sumer, modern day Iran, a brilliant nuclear phsyicist).  We can also change it with combined focus and intent.  So do not be concerned about the cancerous growth around us.  We are t-cells.  We are destroyers of cancerous systems.  We are strong in unity.  Help each other.  We were much happier when we lived in community away from all of THEIR technologies and computers!  That means get rid of your cell phones also.  Intend that any radiation or emf programming coming off of cell towers and smart meters are null and void.  If you must keep a cell phone for now then keep it in a metal can (coffee container) with the battery out of it when not in use.  They have wormhole/porthole technologies among many other nefarious frequency programs.  They use fiber optics to travel in, which is why fiber optics were replaced from older non-broken cables.  Utilize the natural environment for strength and to assist in focused intention such as herbs and crystals/gemstones.  These are our gifts from the Creator to utilize.  Why do you think the demonic  RC church burnt every manuscript and had 'witch aka wise woman/man' ritual murders and hunts?  It's because they used to strengthen their villages and selves with the use of these God-Given natural sources.  The natural environment wants to help us, as it helps to keep them alive also.  No-one wants to die.  They also know that we have been purposely disconnected from them because of the old fears of ridicule and destruction.  It is handed down in the consciousness of our life-blood, our dna.  Everything is recorded.  We must break these old limiting belief's and programs.  By using these natural principles, we get nature's help and the earth mother goddess' help too!  Ground to her and she will help you/us and any overflow of energy will filter down your feet, into the earth and she will transmute it and use it to strengthen her.  Remember we were originally suppose to incarnate on a planetary body and create, experience, experiment and enjoy each other.  The True Creator has much joy in doing so.  We know this because we come from this essence and our very nature is the same.  Remember we do have a symbiotic relationship with nature.  We breathe in oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide.  The trees and plants breathe in our carbon dioxide and breathe out oxygen!   Nature loves us!  Any religion, story or belief that does not empower you is from our enemy.  The enemy of creation is a force of destruction.  Creation and love is much stronger.  It is.  Why do you think they've arrayed SO MUCH against us?  And any 'guru' that gives you some story to follow them - down the stairs to your destruction; turn away from.  If they've been able to spread so much information without being stopped or assassinated then it usually (not always, but usually) means that they are disinfo and another trap.  (see the wonderful, non-compromised, privately owned and produced movie, Kumara for true inspiration).
If you use any strengthening things in your home and environment such as orgonite, do further research on it before accepting its construction on the say-so of some person.  I.e. orgonite.  Orgonite is NOT suppose to be constructed with copper or aluminum.  Instead steel and some other materials are suppose to be used.  True Reich notes has a book out called 'The Orgone Accumulator Handbook' by James Deo PhD, with a forward by Wilhelm's neice Eva Reich MD.  In this book, there is a list of all organic and inorganic material layers that should be used.  I strongly believe we've been mislead.  I personally have not experimented and check it out as of yet, so I do ask you to please experiment and see if you can sense a difference.  I never felt right about the orgonite teachings that circulated on the internet in the early part of this century.  When we were to gift cell towers and places of evil.  We may have been fooled and after looking at the orgone accumulator handbook, i now see where we may have been mislead.  Our enemies HAD the ability to look into the future and come up with plans to usurp various movements, technologies and awakenings.  Test everything including new technologies that are pre-programmed by a company.  Does this company have integrity, are there any plants in the company, does it feel right?  It may be right but it got hijacked and there is a piece of arsenic in it.  Always look for the arsenic.  Sometimes we have to go so far within because they even have the ability to mess with our senses and emotions, so we can even be fooled by ourselves.  If you ask for 'Divine Guidance' make sure that you stipulate and intend that they come from the highest source of righteousness.  Not love and light!  They can pretend and give false love and light!  They created the New (C)age Movement!  Look up Helena Blavatsky whom was guided by Ascended Masters and Spirit Guides to start this movement!  These guys even started the Hippy Movement and Women's Lib!  Don't belong or narrow yourself into any definition.  They are traps.  Channelers (most if not all) are also mislead and misleading.  Truly the only one that you can trust is yourself.  And we are ALL OUR OWN GURU'S!!!  Whenever we look outside of ourselves, THEY are standing by just waiting for us to ask, so that they can lead us where THEY want to and I can assure you that it is not for your highest good!
How do you know if you're being mislead?  Are they helping you to discover answers for yourself or are they full of answers that often turn out to be false?  Do they give you dates and these dates never come?  Do they empower or do they repeat the same status quo new (c)age bullshit?
If you have much interference in your life and believe that you have been cursed by others and you know you don't deserve it, then break all contractual agreements yourself, like I and many others are doing.  There is a simple egg technique to remove curses and demonic influences.  (See instructions at bottom)  There is also a simple bay leaf solution as well.  Intend and do not accept any programming or tools mean't for your destruction.  I.e. implant technologies and merkaba seeds (read soul cages).  We are not ascending unless you want to ascend onto an even further trap.  I could be wrong but I don't think so.  I'm not sure if its the planet Ceres, Nibiru or the alleged 3,000 mile wide space ship that has been spotted just outside of the earth's atmosphere. I'm pretty sure that there is a black sun behind our yellow sun and there is a portal there also, hence all the ufo activity.  This portal looks just like the papal key.  Check it out.  Funny too, the Peter Gabriel/Kate Bush video, "Don't Give Up" has the yellow sun changing to the black sun and vice versa in behind their sillouette.  Check it out.  The truth is all over the place.  The only thing that is happening here is quite simple.  We are going through an awakening to remember who we are and to take positive action to change this around, so remember also that you are in a Divine Matrix of Creation/Creating.  This is truly what is happening here.  Not ascension or some spiritual leader coming in to save us!  We need to take responsibility and be PART of the grand cosmic plan of saving ourselves.  If you are part of the solution and not the problem than you will be nudged until you become part of the solution.  If you still don't get it then expect to be bashed on the head.  Once you're living your true self, that which makes you happy, brings out your natural abilities and inspired, everything falls into place and you will be assisted more and more.  If you're doing what gives your inner true self joy then you're most likely doing the right thing.  And remember, what you think, will be.  Unfortunately and fortunately, because it made me come to these insights, I had a difficult time changing my reality as I was and always have been bombarded.  I couldn't figure out why they attacked me so much throughout my life, but I believe that this very document may be one of the reasons why and Divine Intelligence is so intelligent that it used them to prompt me and learn from them to come to these realizations.  Without so many varied, bizarre and intense experiences; I could not possibly have gained the insights that I have.
Please also remember that sometimes, we just do need help from others.  So reach out and ask.  Do not be afraid to ask for help. EVER!  That is the true free-will.  We do have to ask even the higher consciousness' that are helping us and direct the request to them or the divine matrix as well as your all-knowing aspect to bring to you what you need to fix your situation and it will.  If they don't honor your free-will, then they break the Universal Law of Free Will and not to harm another unless they're in agreement!  This is why we're always tricked into contractual agreements, even though 'they' have been deluding themselves!  This is their weakness and will be their downfall.  These coerced contracts are non-contracts, even if they send out the truth in many convoluted and incomplete forms.  It's all done via deception.  This will backfire on them.  Their tactics will never hold up in any universal court.
Almost all govern-mental leaders get turned into puppets or have been murdered in the past.  They do this by appealing to their ego's and making them part of the 'elite clubs' aka freemasonry.  What the freemasons don't know is that they are NOT free.  They just become pawns and eventually malign themselves.  They shower them with privileges and gifts until they are into their fold and trusting.  Then they're invited to some demonic fortress/castle, where ritual abuse of some satanic sacrifice takes place.  They have compromising photos taken of them or photo-shopped and they are then black-mailed into compliance and silence.  Then one day they are invited and perverted as part of a 'brotherhood' pact and entrance into a higher degree to have a homosexual experience to show their true oath to the brotherhood where they protect each other at all costs from the system that they created and their courts of law to any devious acts of unconsciousness.  They feel safe in this community and so they agree.  Then before they know it, as this demon or reptilian infested member ejaculates into their anal cavity with a demonic symbiot or seed, which then takes over this host and controls it.  This is why most get turned into reptilians that are seen all over the place when their analog (not high definition) media breaks down in the hologram and it comes through.  There are many now that walk amongst us.  They've infiltrated many or most private clubs that were initially intended under the premise to preserve truths that were destroyed in the many book burnings.  There are many like this and I'm not sure if the soul is cornered and entrapped within the host body and/or they are finally removed.  I know from personal experience that 'they' have tried to possess me via force, by trying to jump into my body and kick me out as well as deposit their low-vibratory symbiots etherically implanted into my descending bowel.  This has happened with a reptilian as well as a very large demonic entity.  I also experienced possession for 4 years where a reiki master at my then women's healing circle finally removed it.  I was vulnerable due to anti-anxiety drugs that I was taking which weakened me and it was my ex- demonic husband whom had a friend of a local lodge do a ceremony with a piece of my lapis lazuli as a touch stone, to have a swarm of demons swirl around me and one entered my crown chakra.  He succeeded in using the manipulation tactic that I was not suppose to be using divination tools, in the christian understanding and his concern was for our daughter and at that time, due to familial influences, I did have a deck of tarot cards that actually I wasn't even using anymore.  But my dear ex-husband wanted to get back at me because in anger for raping me and abusing me, I kicked him in his butt one day, after we had split up.  He gave me the look like I was not going to get away with it and so this is what he came up with.  He and his new christian and brainwashed of my evilness wife even so much so as called me the anti-christ!  Anyway, his friend, bought into the idea and as one of the parasitical patsies, probably because he's a freemason, which is my strong suspicion, held a satanic ritual, with summoned demons to get back at me.  He called me up one day to 'help' him and even though I didn't use those cards anymore, could I please help him figure out what has been hounding and harrassing him?  I didn't even question it or what he was talking about!  Obviously, in my kind heart and naivete, I did.  It's funny, they don't want us to use any form of scrying or divination tools like the old wise women did in the old days (i don't mean the evil ones with evil intent, as they also existed and still exist and are highly active too!) but I'm talking about the ones that did have love and concern for their fellow family and community.  These are the ones whom used these skills for the good of their community.  Isn't it ironic that it is used for evil, yet their biblical propaganda tells us how evil it is!  This is why we have so many demonic forces that have been summoned and/or created by very evil practices today.  They've been hard at it.  Just on a side note, one day I asked my ex just who in the world is he kidding that he became a born again demon, er I mean christian and he knew that I knew if he was lying, and so he said to me that he discovered that there are lots of business connections and going to church is fantastic for networking.  At least he admitted to me that he had untruthful intentions.  And I can assure you that he is not the only one.  I'll bet that a large percentage of these congregations are full of these kinds of people because they know that what they believe in is to herd the masses that want to believe in some leadership.  "Moses, lead us...!"
Another aspect that is very important for all of us to be aware of is the propaganda that we are nothing, unless we're filled with material possessions.  That we have to look outside of ourselves at emulating 'successful people' that are caught up in the material system, which we shouldn't have as the main of our focus.  Again, imposed by their establishments and institutions of what they've programmed us to believe is important.  I'm speaking here of the entertainment industry for instance.  You know that they have a big agenda when there are countless magazines in the check out lines at our grocery stores for us to look at and focus our attention and intent!  Can you say programming in its insidious form?  What you may not be aware of though is that this has several agenda fronts!  They get us to wish that we can attain the 'success' of these people after they've told us from childhood on just what 'success' should be!  Then we visualize and focus to 'one day' be just like them. Rich, famous and or 'successful'!  Which won't happen because we didn't intend it to be so the proper way by living our life purpose by following our talents to help ourselves and the whole and then focusing on what we do want and intending that it is already done powered up by feeling the emotion in our imagination of how we feel as it being done.  And, if we really know what is going on behind the scenes in this industry, we won't want ANYTHING to do with it.  I know I'm absolutely disgusted!  Here's why -- A very large percentage of hollywood, just like our government upper management, have been assimilated into reptilian/demonic possession.  They took them down a different way and there are some youtube video's on the subject.  Just look up Oprah Winfrey and Denzel Washington.  They have both admitted that they have used 'spirits' to help them in their memorization and acting abilities which is demonic possession.  They were taught that this is the way to go!  Many of them have also been indoctrinated into masonic lodges and eventually ended up being seeded or possessed by anal penetration.  This is the truth which is why there is alot of 'gay' and cross-dressing going on now in hollywood.  Just check out the Dave Chappelle interview with James Lipton in the Actor's Studio.  See Dave Chapelle breaks his Illuminati Spell Part 1+2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TiiCpX83GaE  This is to accept homosexuality with this insidious agenda of theirs.  These actors and actresses have worked hard to attain their success even though their 'wages' are over done in my opinion.  But this was also done on purpose because the reptilians get their human slaves to do all the work and then they step in and reap all the physical monetary benefits.
Another aspect that many may not be aware of is that many of these actors are abused and the women will get their positions if they allow themselves to be abused sexually.  This is why many of them are so open about their sexuality.  And even worse than this, many have been put through mind-control, satanic and ritual abuse programming.  This helps the zionist/reptilian controllers to work them very hard by getting them to be an actual character in whichever film they are working on by programming it as well as the script into the character altar.  These are victims of very real and horrific abuses that we only see in horror films.  This torture causes them to split their personality so that their psyche can handle it.  These mind-control programs have different code names but among them are Disney programming, Gemstone/Colour programming, Wizard of Oz programming, Project Blue Bird, Monarch, MK Ultra and the English Tavistock Institute special programming.  Often children are sold to these groups for programming from parents that are deep into it.  They often have hollywood, government or military connections.
They also have (on a side note) Super Soldier programming in the U.S. and other militaries where they use these people to do assassination jobs and other missions or remote view etc.  They also have invisibility technology now so that a human being can walk right beside us and we won't see them.  (I personally experienced this when the 2nd time I ever voted in our local town; I overheard on the way out the doors, some invisible people saying, "She won't make it".  No-one was around and I heard it as clear as day and then I sensed them.  I believe that they were referring to a possible time-line probability event of a cataclysm which they've built their underground cities for.  So they most likely stood over my shoulder to see who I am or I have some implant technology that they can scan which identifies me that they can then access.  I don't think that they can anymore but they have been able to access future time-lines, which is why they then change the direction of humanity by implementing some b.s. belief and a grand misdirect such as the New (C)age and Orgonite Movement!!!  Just a little side thought - why is it called negative ions and not positive?  Isn't that backwards?  I could very well be wrong about this as I know that our enemies have advanced technologies such as the ones seen in movies.  They let us think that we're coming up to speed by creating an illusion that we are just learning about it such as Project Looking Glass!
Project Camelot Conference: Duncan O'Finioan & Miranda Kelly (Axe) MK-Ultra & Super Soldier Program https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJAvJtpKbbE
Back to hollywood.  Hollywood is all propaganda.  The name hollywood comes from the plant holly which has been used in ancient times as a casting staff.  Hollywood has been designed to program us into believing via telling our vision (tel-e-vision) and television PROGRAMS, how we should act and live our lives.  And we believe that it is enter-tain-ment (enter-train-our mental/mind)  which it is but we have been lied to about what it really means.  If you want to know the REAL meaning behind words and start to decode their matrix programming, then check out the area of study called Phoenetics.  The Hebrews got their words from the phoenician/canaanites.  Check out the word, spelling - whenever we say words, we are casting spells or creating our reality or instilling theirs!!!  The word broadcast - they are broadly casting their spells!  ME - we are spirit beings in a water body - see
matrix decode: "ME" hidden in plain view                                      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvzxNhUE-HQ
Gossip, fight, be at war with each other and full of unrest, listen to our doctors and our governments.  Take our poisonous big-pharma drugs when we're sick.  Go through relationships like we go through toilet paper.  That society the way it is is normal.  Our school system of indoctrination is normal.  To not think outside the box and use our creative talents for solutions.  To outright lie to us on so many, many levels and to believe so very many lies.  They also put their intentions in these programs, such as having the twin towers collapse on 9/11 and have a huge human sacrifice on that day.  They do these kinds of things to tell us so that our subconscious picks it up and because of that we've accepted their programming and literally help them, unbeknownst to us, to make it happen and then believe anything that they tell us about it such as Al-Queda did it.  They had been programming different shows with these key symbols by putting 9/11 in movies on the side of overpasses, news media microphones, and old disney cartoons from the 50's just to name a few!  They've had flashes of the twin towers up as well as crashed.  If you look up a fanatical christian on youtube whom goes by the name of TheJonathanKleck - he has deciphered amazing scenes of major 'accidents' or scenerio's on American paper money that they have long pre-planned!  By folding the paper, it goes through stages of destruction.  It is truly amazing.  (He also has a deciphering on an egyptian mural that shows the usurper's oroboros.  In that the false humans that are programmed to keep us in line, usually the souless ones or created using an aspect of one of our soul fragments, which gets consumed when it dies by their creator, the demented and cruel 'god' of the bible.  What you may not be aware of is that this subliminal programming is picked up by our sub-conscious mind which just like the matrix of creation that we can also access, successfully when done properly, they use also, but they use it against us!  They do it all the time in fact.  They use our collective sub-conscious to pick up their programming and get us and our power and energies to work against us!  This is how they do it.  This is why all the symbolism and logos.  An expert on corporate logos and programming is Michael Tsarion for more information on this subject.  You'll find subliminal programming in their incessant ads in all of their magazines too.  Some are obvious and some are not so obvious as they are UNDER the visual advertisement or article photo's.  Just like in the movie, "The Live".  If anyone has not seen that movie, I highly recommend it.  And finally, to finish my speel on hollywood and the acting profession, these poor people are constantly monitored by their handlers aka their managers and many of the papparazi are actually handlers also and so are these talk show hosts i.e. Letterman, WInfrey, Diane Sawyer, Ellen DeGeneres !  This is a huge inside secret.  Often mind control victims will become promoted to be controllers/handlers themselves, if they have the right temperament, discretion, talent and skill to pretend well and lack of conscience.  If they look innocent and kind then no-one would ever suspect or believe it to be the case, so they are definately a top priority for promotion.  The paparazzi aka the press, are created to harrass these people and create much stress and                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   chaos in their lives.  Because so many get adored or even hated (jealousy) by the masses, they get alot of etheric energy and this energy is drained from them via chaos, gossip, destructive fabrications of their lives - this is the 'system's way of extracting this energy back from them for their usage.  Also, WE The People, are adding to their enslavement and lack of privacy by focusing our attention on them & buying into the media's  obsessive public display's of them.  These people for the very most part, truly miss their privacy and value it incredibly.  So many of them speak of it and realize that they will never, ever have their privacy again.  So in fact, we help the mind control system to keep them enslaved in their own homes because of our acquiescence into the media propaganda and public displays of these folks.  If you take a close look at many of them and look in their eyes, you will see their ingenuine smiles and their blank (read - mind-controlled) stances and expressions known to the inside as the hypnotic stare.  The mind controlled blank stare.  There is a famous photo and video of Bill Clinton with this stare, as he is a mind-control victim also.                                                                                                                   

BILL CLINTON, MIND CONTROL & TREASON                                        

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jsnU_DPQClQ


These people have it quite bad actually (understatement) and we are doing them and ourselves a huge disservice by not knowing their true miserable lives and harrassing them, thinking about them and even being jealous of them.  These women that wear these huge coloured diamonds or other massive sized gemstones, are under a mind-control program and each program triggered by the colour(s) that they are wearing!  If we only knew the real meaning of this 'wealth', but in truth loss/soul depletion.  If any of them wake up and/or try and get out of their contracts or situations, will be ridiculed and lied about via the media.  Depending on how much of a pain in the thorn of the establishment they are; the more that their lives will be ruined.  And to add insult to injury, if they really get out of hand and start to speak of their plight or try and educate the populace then they will be down-right destroyed - murdered, or mysteriously die of a sudden and lethal illness or accident.  They then become a satanic sacrifice.  This means that the general populace will pour out their usually sorrowful energy and attention on these individuals, that then they get their demons or technologies to suck from us, but these people are also literally eaten because they're unprepared when they pass over to the astral realm.  This is what a ritual sacrifice to satan and the whole false light/dark heirarchy is all about.  There will be a horde waiting on the other side to grab them before they've even had a chance to discover that they've passed over!  So these sudden 'suicide's' (and alot of them are actually murders) or deaths are to gain energy two-fold - through us by our focus of attention from the repetitive exploits in the mass media which then gets directed to their victim, whom in turn gets drained of all of that energy.  Think Robin Williams, Michael Jackson (whom started talking about the illuminist conspiracy), Bruce Lee (very empowering man for all of us to see our true potentials, which is why they killed him!)  Bob Marley (he taught brotherly and sisterly love in peace and our enemies the zionists),


The difference now is that the Creator sent many seeds of light (information carriers) into this realm (the hijacked labelling & direction of thought of so-called starseeds, indigo's, rainbow children...) whom have forgotten their mission which is to help everyone awaken, share knowledge even by their presence, heal humanity - they have many natural healing abilities, utilize their thoughts and emotions to manifest - they've been beaten up the least here and so they have much more energy and imagination, honor their sensitivities - these are gifts of the Creator, keep thinking outside the box, listen to their intuition - be very careful about 'guides' - ascended masters, angels and so-called spirit guides - go within and use your intuition; there may be some true guides here and i even suspect such but be very, very careful about what information you're getting as it's been my experience that these voices that 'guide us' are doing us a huge disservice and lying to us!  They often tell you whom not to help when these people may need your help the most, stop you from finding information that you actually need and a myriad of other ways of mis-directing you - not for your or anyone elses highest good either!  How can you test these spirits?  It's difficult because they are liars through and through.  This is why you must look within and use your discernment.  Help one another to stay grounded, focused and empowered.  Be careful that your friends aren't giving you information that they got which are also lies.  If you're worried about things like what is going on in outer space or if there are galactic members that are helping us - if you can't prove it to yourself or change it, then stop worrying about it and focus on what you can do!  There is more strength in groups.  Always remember their creed which is to divide and conquer.  I cannot stress this point enough human family!  BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE!  So, back to these 'enlightened t-cells or seed children; these new sensitive kids that have come in to help are also here to help us to  remember our old and some even new ways and be leaders to those that have been here and asleep the longest!)  This earth needs healers, strong intenders with the most potent strength there is - love, but not to turn the other cheek and let our enemies stomp all over us!  Use this love to heal each other.  With our enemies, this is where our male side attitude and courage comes in.  We must stand strong and united, not interplay in their games unless we absolutely have to (are forced to) and our combatants are not healable.  If they are among the braindead or mind-controlled robots or zombies or sell-outs or psychopath's or possessed or whatever but are part of the illuminist agenda, then we must not be afraid to fight!  Even if we avoid that as much as possible by trying to heal our enemies; we still must never forget to stand strong, take courage and take up our arms.  This will empower us to take courage and make change without it even ever coming to that.  But we still must not ever let them take our guns and weapons away - ever!  Don't ever be afraid to fight an oppressor, rapist or murderer - whether physical or invisible if we must.  But I strongly suggest that we rule out all other possibilities first.  Heal our enemies, Educate them that they are also hurting themselves in the long run as they are being used to serve anothers' agenda whom will see them dead also when no-one would be left to help them if they start murdering people!  Surround them with strong intended Love and Light of Illumination in our minds, shield ourselves using whatever natural and man-made tools that there are - of which there are many.  Strengthen our bodies, minds and spirits through proper ingestion of high energy (light) foods, herbs and spices and natural crystals in folk-lore magic have AMAZING strengths - which is why they've been demonized!  The nature spirits are on stand-by waiting for us to garner their assistance, did you know that?   In fact, start challenging yourself whenever you see something and have a sub to conscious trigger that this is a bad thing to look at or a judgement on a person just by their appearance (which contradicts what you may feel about them, given the chance).  Say to yourself, ok, WHY is this bad?  I've never even looked at it or checked this person out?  How can I make a judgement like that?  Based on what facts?  Ever since I started doing that - I started unlocking many keys to the puzzle and answers to my situation or problem!  Break through the conditioning.  Our enemies may have cast a spell on a person or website or video so that we will NOT look at it such as shielding or invisibility~!  Be aware of how they work because these things are REAL- VERY, VERY REAL!
I am certain that everything works on energy and where we put it.  That is the true Gold here.  Nothing else.  This is why we've been taught to forget just how rich, powerful and strength we all have to empower and direct this energy.  In fact, they've had a fairly successful campaign at making us forget that our energy and spirit IS THE DRIVING FORCE in this world and this is why this topic has become legends, fairy tales, books, comics and movies.  So we don't ever catch on to this fact and they can continue their charade of draining us of our Gold energy.  And don't we dare utilize the natural world to protect us, which is our birthright by the way, no, instead they've created superstitions around this again through their media (movies) and through their stupicational system and so-called religious texts.  They stole our information and are using it against us.  To be acceptable in the matrix they mix lies with truth's and then put it out their in the movies so they can say, "see, we let them know the truth; they're just too stupid to see it"!


I wish to say that many of these concepts that I've written have been my own inconclusive conclusions.  It's quite possible that all of the above is correct or I'm missing some key elements, or a few thoughts are incomplete, but I feel that it is very important that you take it as the food for thought and reflection that it is mean't to be.  Take it or leave some or all of it.  It's totally up to you but at least if/whenever you're in some experience, you'll have these possible insights to draw upon.  As many of us are searching for the absolute truth, it's easy to get duped here and there.  These guys are that good!   If you have any insights that you've hard-won or found from someone else, then please by all means, add it to the comments section for others to read.  I am not perfection but I am truly trying my darndest to figure it all out and share it.
Remember the addage too, that "Where your attention goes your energy flows" and "What resists, persists" - which means focus on what you do want not on what you don't want, otherwise you help them manifest what they want.  That is why they have so many groups and clubs and truth movements to repeat and regurgitate that they are here and their many machinations and agenda's.  Know it and keep it in your compendium of knowledge to draw upon in your inner library when needed and then take charge of your focus and intent and the direction of our lives.  One last thing, usually what they don't want us to focus on, is propagandized as evil and this includes symbolism.  They have taken positive symbols and out of their intent and repitition have turned them into something malicious.  Stay neutral and do not feed any of it with your power of emotions.  If you go through healing and need to laugh, cry or scream then allow your emotional body to release and transmute these feelings, otherwise they will block you until you do deal with them.  So do not deny your inner wisdom, and all body systems (physical, mental, emotional and spiritual) and let it go.  When you state that you need to cry to release, the finality of that release happens much quicker too, when it is stated.

If we recognize the fact that just about everything on this earth is backwards, upside down or just plain misinformation incorrect should give us all the insight as to why we all feel a degree of unrest, dissatisfaction in our lives, jobs, homelife etc., and therefore a lesser or greater degree of dis-ease, should give you pause to back off of giving yourselves and others a hard time.  We've all had enough hardtimes throughout human history.  Instead, we need to take back our power without listening to the dictates of our enemies.  This means that every day we need to do things that makes ourselves and others of our species, happy.  For suggestions I mean, grow a garden.  Get closer to nature.  Instead of going on the computer and feeling a sense of unrest due to energy bursts that aren't channeled properly, grab a couple of friends and go for a walk.  Take a thermos of tea and a backpack with tarp and blanket and a book and find a beautiful tree and singing brook and get close to nature.  Build an adobe round house or a house with an open concept so that your energies won't get stuck and stagnate.  Your psyche won't get compartmentalized.  Paint a picture.  Help a neighbour or friend finish a project.  Create a community group and help one another - share stuff you don't need instead of donating to the local charitable organization which usually props up our enemies!  i.e. their hospital systems.  They're usually good for life threatening situations ie emergency surgery or to set a broken bone, but they are often not good to get us well, just mask the symptoms or let us die.  i.e. chemotherapy is designed to make us suffer so that we feed their astral parasites and to see what dies first - the cancer or the person!  Another thing you can do to start making a change and living how you and all of us really want to live is start organizing nature hikes and bonfire (story-telling or information/discussion groups) and don't forget to bring that instrument that you've been meaning to play!  Go for a horse-back ride or take some classes on something that you've always wanted to do.  Start living the life the way you really want to live it and attain it incrementally one step at a time.  Inform as many people (gently - you don't want the people to be unreceptive or you defeat the purpose) as you can in a fun and comfortable setting.  Use sage and sweetgrass to cleanse your space giving love, thanks and gratitude to our earth mother for providing so many  wonderfully, vibrational nature gifts for us to enjoy and use as tools to strengthen us!  Use your imagination and desires to start manifesting your life as it makes you happy.  Make some realistic steps to work towards any larger goals such as changing your home or job entirely.  Hire a life coach or astrologer or a natural healer if needed.  Think outside of their box!  Use your creativity, and imagination, intelligence, discernment and intuition and trust it.  Trust yourself - do not second guess yourself with your reptilian mind that is unnatural to our genome.  This is what it was designed for!  To suppress over our all-intelligent supermind.  Tell it to take a backseat and holiday while you steer your life.  Carlos Castenada describes this mind as a misleading, spying, infiltrating type of psychosis mind.  Not quite his words but along that line.
May this document strengthen all whom read it.  May you no longer feel alone in the silent attacks that you've endured.  May you know that there is ALWAYS help and methods to deal with ANYTHING HERE.  It is NEVER, EVER hopeless.  Ever.  Reach out and find help.  Ask your knowing super conscience to find the answers that you need and sleep on it.  They will come to you.  If things are going wrong - never give up.  Find the solutions.  When we are on the path that we are suppose to be in, we then receive alot more help from the divine providence.  Know this and believe this.


Our Motto =
We are T-Cell - We are ONE/Won!!!
Resistance is Futile.  We are the T-Cell, you will be absorbed into our collective righteousness or be transmuted.  You will be free to express yourself.  You will exist to experience personal sovereignty, personal expression and freedom of being!  Drop your shields, you will be assimilated!  lol ;)))  We are species 0001  (The trinity and ONE :)


I Love you my family.  Peace and Be Well


Ayla
(formerly known as Jacqueline which I need to work on because they used that name to try and disconnect me from myself and this ego image by a given human name that was foisted on me.)  Just for further insight and coles notes - my mother didn't know what to call me (can you say birth-bump?) and so they asked my aunt to name me.  At that time, in 1961 Jacqueline Kennedy was on the front page of the Toronto Star and so that was the name that she gave me.  My mother apparently wanted to call me Susan but she never added that name to me and instead she named me a nickname that got horribly abused because it is a name that essentially is translated to mean doll or puppet.  The name was Pupi or Pippi as in longstocking!  All of my life, my father lied about me and got everyone including the family against me and told me that he hated me because my birth ruined his life.  He didn't want to be tied down and obligated to raise a family and didn't love my mother.  My brother died or got assassinated by 'them' and my parents blamed themselves and this caused great dysfunction in our family.  My step-brother was also jealous of me because I was true offspring of my father, whereas he had a different father and was unloved by my biological father.  He couldn't see past his abuse.  In my entire life, both parents could never spell my name right!  They kept spelling it in many different ways.  The public schools that I went to were full of minions and programmed robots that ganged up on me and picked on me via verbal and physical abuse.  Calling me "Ew it's Jacqueline or ewe it's Kalina".  Everyone always shortened it without my permission to Jackie or Jacques and this name in so many ways has been attacked.  I never felt that the name was me nor does it suit me.


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LIFE TIPS ~
Take a really good naturally derived source of full vitamins, minerals and all amino acids every day because our commercial produce is full of chemicals, gmo'd or very depleted of all these vitamins and minerals.  Drink lots of CLEAN water, even if you have to purchase an r/o machine or distiller.  Water is nature's purifier/liquid cleanser and dissolver.  It moves things out of our body.  Once the body has all that it needs as far as essential elements (vitamins, minerals and all amino acids) goes, it will actually heal itself and eliminate parasites, bacteria, viruses and candida etc!  Our bodies are that intelligent!  Remove mercury fillings by a qualified dentist.  Use natural products in your toiletries, cosmetics and household cleaners.  Wear natural products - not synthetic fibers that 'they' created to poison us.  Take natural sea salt baths which cleans your auric field and detoxes your system.  Your skin is the largest eliminatory organ!

The Healing Power of Gems and Crystals                                                                    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDQvKQzi7-c


LINKS ~


Documentary - ANCIENT MAN MADE TUNNELS - Underground Civilizations https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_0KTT7UuoE
Approx 11 min into this documentary, the Hopi state that they were lead to the underground via 'snake people' during a cataclism.  This is a smoking gun that the current empire had given them their current prophecies of a 'new world'.  They'd always been able to travel the corridors of time and look into the future and thereby affect the past.  They don't want us to know that hence their government funded 'looking glass' project and philadelphia experiment.  It is my belief that this was intended to fool humanity into thinking that they never had that ability.  It is further my belief, that they've restarted time somehow and we'd gone through these things before.  Isn't it stated in the Matrix trilogy that this is our 6th time?  Furthermore, there are glitches in the matrix and I believe that this may have something to do with deja vu.  These are just my speculations as with many of my other statements.


1913 - 2013 Undetectable Mind Control; Why it's happening                                  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouT4OgMNJWk
Fritz Springmeier used to be a mind controlled slave and handler and he exposes how they do it.
KARMA and Homosexuality   with Santos Bonacci                      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ox1R_pbnEHg   Santos mentions that real Karma is losing our soul/spiritual essence through bad choices.  IF this is true, which makes sense to me then this would explain why the grey's lost their souls and now they are possibly eating ours if that is in fact true.  But because of all the underhanded games that they are playing to say, see, we told them or their karmic transference agenda.  It doesn't make sense to me that the Divine Creator would think that this is fine.  It just doesn't make common-sense!  Not only that but they are forcing people outwardly or by lying as they bring in their gmo foods and killing nature.  In essence, destroying our air, food and water, as well as our bodies by these things and enforcing their health system with their allopathic medicine and chemical drugs.  Changing our emotions by beaming us with vibrations, implants and who knows what else.  Then they say that we are doing it, when in fact it is a few of their wealthy human and often compromised to possession, patsies that are doing it with them in the LEAD.  They've hidden our true history and kept our old tomes of knowledge, teaching their infiltrated elite lodges that only they get to use this knowledge (for evil) and keep it from us - the profane!!! etc. etc. This is all underhanded and in no way would this even hold up in a court!  I think that they're so desperate that they are now fooling themselves because they think that they have nothing to lose anyway but hurt us for their own desperation and selfish agenda.  EVERYTHING that they do and say is a lie and by transferring this karma to us between lives or onto human sell-outs and then say that it wasn't them but a few of the humans that are doing it; is a psychopathic delusion.  And it will come and bite them because this is completely backwards.

John Todd Musical Spells                                                                    

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LpNQSZaINZo

Further Reading ~
Cathy O'Brien  The Trance-formation of America
Brice Taylor Thanks for the Memories (implicates Bob Hope,
http://www.facebook.com/akyastv What are you waiting for? Now is the time to STAND UP for yourself, to be BOLD, be CREATIVE, be RADICAL To Dream BIG, IMAGINE, Feel the fear but DO IT! Anyway its time to Question Expert Authority, ASK hard questions, PROPOSE and DEMAND solutions. To Participate and AGITATE. DISOBEY if you must. To VISUALISE and Organise. To KILL the fear spreading Media - EDUCATE and INFORM yourself and Others. NOW is the time to invest in HOPE.

To cultivate LOVE To Give Thanks for what we have and to help those that Haven't. We Must DANCE, PLAY, ENJOY ourselves. TRANSFORM your situation no matter how bad it is. It can be done, EAT WELL, REST, MEDITATE. PROTECT yourself. BECOME a SOUL WARRIOR. Don't Apoligise for being a DREAMER - we need MORE DREAMERS. PERSIST Resist and ignore the begrudgers, hold firm to your vision. Don't make up excuses or get caught up in Blame. In the Game of them and Us RESPECT Everyone, even if you dont like them. Enemies are Great Teachers. TRANSCEND, RISE, Reach for the STARS.

Don't take yourself too seriously. LAUGH at yourself. LOVE YOURSELF. You are WONDERFUL if you let yourself BE. ABANDON JUDGEMENT, Age, Roles, Stereotypes. Take RISKS. Drop LEFT RIGHT and RELIGIOUS Dogma. THINK FOR YOURSELF. Take control of your Diet, Money, Home, Family, Work Spend Time in NATURE. Listen to your Gut, Instinct, Intuition, Heart. Go offline to get ONLINE. Take QUIET TIME for you, to WRITE, DRAW. EXPERIMENT. Learn a SONG, Call a Meeting, Start a Petition. BUILD COMMUNITY. See what happens. SHARE. Take your time. Slow Down - Small and Slow are POWERFUL and BEAUTIFUL. Wake up to REALITY. It's not that bad. If it is THEN CHANGE IT. Don't wait for others to do it. TELL OTHERS, JOIN them, ASK for HELP.

SING IT LOUD. BE Proud you're not a Zombie caught up on the harsh production line of Commuting, Work, Shopping, Consumption and SLEEP. You're MUCH MORE ALIVE This is not a PRACTICE RUN, THIS IS YOUR REVOLUTION TO MAKE IT HAPPEN THERE ARE ALWAYS MORE POSSIBILITIES THAT YOU THINK! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMSXkCze-UY